Things you didn't know about me, but should. :)

Forever Virgin<33

I'm adopting kids when I grow up, so I can stay a forever virgin. :)

I want to adopt a baby from Africa, India or Peru. I want a beautiful unique dark baby. That's one life I can improve from slums to the land of the free. I'll give it more love then it needs and care for it. I want to adopt a black baby boy and name it Michael after Michael Jackson of course. I want a little girl next, from India, and another little boy and girl from Peru. The more little lives I can glorify, is another cup of hot cocoa for my heart. I want to help all of them. :) 

Also, yes. I'm weird. I'm warning you. If you can't handle it, get out of my life, NOW. Don't say a word about it. Just get out. I'm done with stupid people judging me and caring what people think about me. Screww it ;)

And warning, I've changed. A LOTT. So if you haven't experienced it yet, I'd say don't even try. 'Kayy thanksss?? Yesssum,,,.

Bipolar,

Depression,

Social Anxiety Disorder (S.A.D.)

Agoraphobia. I am Agoraphobic.

Depersonalization,

Derealisation,

are other dissociative methods of withdrawing from anxiety. That's how'ee dooit.

Anxiety and Panic attacks are in order for:The rest of my life.

My heart's racing, I can feel it pounding in my chest. The adrenaline building up,

I'm about to vomit, but in a wonderful way.  

Then, I realize this is NOT what should be happening to a normal teenager. 

I'm laying in my bed, still as a Gargoyle, and I feel like I'm about to jump off a cliff.

Just thought you'd like a glimpse into my life.

Mmmkay? Bye :)